(no subject)

[loobee]

I’m a bit depressed today. It’s to do with the fact I’m old and don’t have a job and have NOTHING in my life. To be honest it’s scary. I think I’ll be stuck at home till I die and I don’t want that. I had dreams, I wanted to be a comic artist or do designs for games companies and for a little while I did work in design before I fucked things up royally. Now I realise I’m not that good an artist and that has killed any motivation I have, I may as well accept that job in Macdonald’s and get used to the fact that’s all I’ll ever be. I hate my life T_T

Kay better go into town as i have to go to the job center and depress myself even more.

Comments

Thank yooou ♥

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

Blimey that’s a lot to look over THANKS SO MUCH ♥ I think I'm own worst critic and really should learn to never listen to myself :) My pouty bit is that I have worked so hard, done the art school thing had a design job for 5 years then everything messed up in the middle for a bit and I’m where I am now and I guess my frustration is showing. It is my fault for giving up and letting it get to me, I did stop drawing for 2 years which is why I’m really slow and very rusty right now. I should take your advice and go back to doing rough sketches, it’s why I do fan art lately because it’s fun a gets my mind flowing a bit more. So thanks I'll listen to your wise words, infact I got drawing again last night so I'm listening already :D

Mr Tezuka is a god, I grew up with his work. I’m also into western comics too so that helps a bit to have some variety.

Oh wow thanks for the links I’m really fond at looking at how others do it too. I really need to practice my computer colouring as I’m used to using paints but computers save money XD LOL 4chan is useful for something other than hentai, those anatomy guides are awesome.