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[loobee]

There is one thing in the world I would give away in a heartbeat, and that is my shyness. It prevents me from being the person I want to be. Do you ever get the feeling that the world is moving around you but you are just standing there alone having lost your way? I feel like a chess piece unable to move in fear of a checkmate. I want to take that step but the fears I hold prevent me.

I’ve also come to the conclusion kindness doesn’t get you anywhere in life.

What is it with fandom and their cliques?

Comments

[fuelboysamsonne.livejournal.com]

awww i feel exactly the same as you do. it's really frustrating when you feel like the entire world and alll your friends are moving on, but you're stuck stationary in the same stupid spot :( shyness does make it difficult to do loads of stuff. i never did get over that, until i started working in the music store and had to force myself to speak to random people every single day. it's better for me now, and i hope it'll get much better for you too :) once you get over the fear of taking that first step, i'm sure it'll be better :D be brave! you have my support hahaha.

i agree with that, kindness doesn't get anyone anywhere in life. it's just you being nice while others are being assholes. you don't even get much in return for being nice, instead others might take advantage of your kindness :O that's quite screwed up. i suppose you could be kind to some people who really deserve it :)

i wish you all the best in life! :D *hugs you*

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

Thanks, I know it's just so frustrating having this small thing blocking you from doing what you want. Some say it's silly and to move on but for those of us who are shy it's like having to jump over a river ie not easy and you may drown. I start my job tomorrow, i'm terrified but I do hope like you it gives me a good start to look people in the face and just talk to them. or hit them with a DVD ^_^

I did decide after that to be kind to those who are kind to me such as yourself. Who neads people if their going to be massive idiots. I can never understand how people can be like that but hey it's their problem.

And thanks so much your always so nice to me so you get a 1000 hugs right back at ya ^_^