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[loobee]

I’m a bit depressed today. It’s to do with the fact I’m old and don’t have a job and have NOTHING in my life. To be honest it’s scary. I think I’ll be stuck at home till I die and I don’t want that. I had dreams, I wanted to be a comic artist or do designs for games companies and for a little while I did work in design before I fucked things up royally. Now I realise I’m not that good an artist and that has killed any motivation I have, I may as well accept that job in Macdonald’s and get used to the fact that’s all I’ll ever be. I hate my life T_T

Kay better go into town as i have to go to the job center and depress myself even more.

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[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

One of the problems I’m having is that were in recession in the UK and there aren’t any jobs in my small town and after messing up my last move away from home I’m scared to do it again. I can’t do factory or food style jobs because of my allergies, I sadly had to quit my cinema job because my skin flared up and I looked like a tomato and oh god the itching *scratches* I guess we have to accept what's there just to have money, ne! But I hope something comes along for you that you'll like.

I’d love to do a comic but I have one veeeeeeery small problem, I can’t write to save my life, it’s why I tend to stick to illustrations despite the fact I’d murder to draw a story. I would love to work with you anytime you want and I’d say go for it too and don’t let those ideas sit there. I don’t want to forget my dreams really but everyone I know always tells me to give up now I’m 30 and just find something else to do, only thing is all I know is art, computers and tech. I wanted to go back to uni to improve my 3D design abilities but I’d be an ancient old crone before I got out and I have too many degrees as it is, another isn’t going to make a difference if they don’t. I guess I need to get my courage back somehow and leave my village.

I’m going to try harder. Been drawing today to give myself some motivation.

[kyriesanctus.livejournal.com]

If you need help writing, I'm sure Ciara or myself could help. ^^ To be honest, I might be better at writing than drawing.. But I love doing both. The feel of making something by yourself completely.. *O* My friends would always pair up and do stories and characters together, but, I never felt my stories were as strong when they were a combined effort.. Mooostly because they would take over the ideas. XD

It sucks to be us, Lucy. XDD

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

Honestly that would be beyond awesome as you guys write so well. I used to be like that, in my old design job people would take over my designs and they'd change it so much it wasn't mine anymore D: Though I'm quite a good person to coalab with storywise because my mind always goes more toward how something will look rather than how it's told so I'd leave the writer to do their thing.

It so does *hugs* We have to stick two fingers up at fate XD

[kyriesanctus.livejournal.com]

FAAATE CAAAN HAAAAAVE... MY BIG GAY DANCE. XD

I bet Ciara would looove to do it with you. Me, too, but I probably have to focus on my own story and art.. 8D;; Especially for the project. (It's an idea.. Of doing like.. a book. Not a huge book, but a book, with short stories, comics, and illustrations.. And the theme is wings. And all of the things that come with them. I was even going to have Artrayu do a story about chicken wings. XD Because he's a funny bitch and that would be awesome. But yeah. How much does it suck though that Jamie was just like, "I'm reminded of Flight?" XD NO IT'S DIFFERENT JAMIE BECAUSE IT'S ANIMU. XP ::Loser.:: Okay, so that's where I got the basic idea, so shoot me. Flight isn't ALL about flying.. But I thought this would be an awesome way to put our collective heads together in a non-fandom way.. So that later we can all do that MelloNear calendar we talked about a long while back..! XD I'm so weird. And long-winded. Go, me!)

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

*watches fate do the Spiderman is gay dance*

Aye wings are different than fight and not all things that have wings can fly. I've seen people do a similar thing on DA, can't remember the link (so long ago ;_;) but they took a word too and worked with it way before Flight came out, I think it was mostly illustrations but it was the same principal. So Jamie wat chu talking about?!:D It's a great idea though and would look amazing I bet ♥ And LOL chicken wings, I'd love to see that.

An MN calendar ohh I never knew you were going to do that, I'd love one of them on my walls ♥

If that's weird bottle me up some to take home XD

[kyriesanctus.livejournal.com]

D8 You must be part of the calendar.

No 'buts'!