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[loobee]

About my coming back to Nihil in the future. I wanted to ask you guys who play there if that’s okay with you if I do come back. I know Ci and Zeda the sweethearts that they are said it was okay but I had to ask if it’s okay by you guys, the players? I don’t want to be a bother really for being so stupid, so I can understand if you don’t think I should. I know I’m a foolish emo and I know everyone is keeping their distance with me lately because of it so I had to know if it’s okay if I return? I promise not to behave like a kid again and try to get over that fear I have of actually writing and asking people to plot. I’ve really been an idiot lately and yeah I’m going to berate myself for it till I make things right and everything goes back to normal.

 There is so much going on in Nihil at the moment I really have to catch up. Little Near *sobs* Erm one of the drawings i've been working on lately is actually Nihil related http://i152.photobucket.com/albums/s179/seikoassasin/life/NihilEleanor.jpg Was going to hide it till I finished but I need opinions on does it look like you picture Eleanor? as I did mess the face and eyes up a little when inking. I just hope I can colour her properly (and finish the back ground).

Okay I’ll shut up, go away and do some work now *cracks whip*

Oh have a meme as it looked cute.
 

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Comments

[nami-assasin.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

rp fails lately for me as well :/

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

*hugs back*

Aww sorry your having a bad time D: I've been a bit of a giant idiot thinking I fail so badly and really messed up :(

[nami-assasin.livejournal.com]

Dude I can't find a comm where people I don't like, don't play :/ or a comm that it is in fact active or the dn cast isn't a fail =_=;;;;

Muuuu, I'm sure you will have fun with your friends silly :p

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

That sucks so much. I've noticed a lot of coms that look really cool fail to get of the ground. I hope you get to find one eventually.

I hope so I just don't want to be an annoyance to them.

[yuna-aoki.livejournal.com]

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[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

LOL! Yuna that's so cute! If no one thinks I'll be a bother I'd love to ^^-♥

PS Awesome icon is Awesome XD

[yuna-aoki.livejournal.com]

Why would anyone have a problem? Nihil is a public comm.; as long as your application is accepted, you have every right to be there. If you want to re app that’s your decision as well – SO, technically, our opinions don’t make any difference. Our opinions, however, are absolutely favourable.

PS. Why thank you ♥ A friend made it for me. Noah Bennet is my favourite Heroes character ever ♥

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

Yeah I know you guys are really such sweethearts and wouldn't mind, but me being a silly moo wanted to just make sure it was okay. But your opinions matter to me just as much you know.

Him and Hiro are my faves too. I loved that he'll go to any length to protect Clair. I thought he was such a creepy bad guy to start with but I grew to love him.

[kleine-aster.livejournal.com]

This.

[kurosaki-akane.livejournal.com]

Very nice drawing!! I'm unable to draw horses ;;;

Everyone wants you to come back, why would there be a problem? (^^)

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

Thanks ♥ Horses really are a pain to draw, that one took me forever to get right.

I guess with me being very emo and flaky lately I wanted to make sure it was really okay with everyone. I still have that stupid 'I've done something wrong feeling' so really I want to clear the air and see if there was any problems. You guys mean a lot to me and I didn't want my stupid feeling of fail to ruin things for you.

*laughs* I think your new icon is very you, and I mean that in a nice way ♥

[kurosaki-akane.livejournal.com]

Don't worry! It'll be fun to play together (^o^)

Haha~ *loves her new icon* (=3=;

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

Thank you, really ♥ I can't wait to have fun again *bounces* I have to wonder how to bring him back now ???? Though i'll maybe wait till poor Near comes back ;_; Because I think both things at once will give poor Mello and the cool Matt a heart attack ^^

It's so cute ♥

[kleine-aster.livejournal.com]

Hey, it would be awesome to have you back! ♥ AU!Matt was pure love and, if you feel insecure about the log part, you could just do some comment spams and see how it works out for you. =) Everyone would love to see you back in action, as you can see. XD

And that pic is great. *_* Your style works really, really well for a devilish angelic pretty such as Eleanor.

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

*Phew* I feel so much better knowing you guys are okay with me returning. Tis silly I know but like I told everyone I've been such a pain in the arse lately I didn't want to put anyone out. I admit I feel much calmer just spamming but one day I'll have to get over being such a wimp with logs.

Yay thank you ♥ I wasn't sure if she was too cartoony but I'm happy you like her. Look out for lots of swearing as I try to colour her next XD One day if I'm feeling really masochistic I may draw the whole Nihil cast ^o^

[split-psychosis.livejournal.com]

LUCYYYYYYY YOU AMAZING PERSON YOU! I WISH I COULD SMOTHER YOU TO DEATH XD! ♥♥♥ lkdsjfklj The thought of you coming back makes me SQUEAL in girlish delight!! lkjdkfj ♥

ALSO LKJSFJ THE PICTURE SO MUCH LOVE OH GOD *A*!!!!!!!!! She's so gorgeous and the horse...uahhhh *-*! I never really thought too much about how she'd look actually - When it comes to how she's dressed and stuff I never really thought about it, mainly because I suck when it comes to that |D; I've always pictured her key to be hueg for some retarded reason but I like the size you picked and ESPECIALLY the detail on the end *-* LKJDF

I love how she looks cocky XD Like "Haha Cosette you're getting what you deserve!" |3 And and the horse? FUCKING AWESOME LKJSFD

....ILU ♥♥♥

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

Oh lordy sorry for the late reply ;_; I nodded off at about 9pm last night and didn’t wake up till this morning, hehe should be able to stay up late tonight now *weeeee*

The thought of getting to play with you guys again makes me spaz ^_^

Whah thank you ♥ You’re the awesome one for coming up with such a wonderful character. I really love the ghosts of Nihil so I had to draw her (so tempted to do Cossette next) I kinda tried to base her on the icons you use so I'm glad you liked how she turned out *eeee* I’ll probably do the key bigger so you notice it because you HAVE to notice it *laughs*

ILU more :P

[split-psychosis.livejournal.com]

S'ok!! ;3; ♥♥♥

IT MAKES ME SPAZZ MORE!!!

lkdsjkljf =3=; Ohhhh if you did Cosette *A*! ldkslfj ILU LKJDSLJF

NU UH ♥

[zeda-chan.livejournal.com]

You're ALWAYS welcome back in Chez Nihil! /;A; I always loved your Matt, dude, you just need to 'close your eyes and jump' rather than feel that you need to doubt yourself and hold back. You DO. NOT. ANNOY us whatsoever, and we love your Matty! If we didn't like him, we'd definitely TELL you so, so don't worry that we're lying to you either! If you want to return to Nihil, you're welcome. : 3 [/;A; and OMG I KNOW poor baby Near, sweet little thing...! *heart rends in twain* Mello needs to start the Madame Endora advisement log and get onto resurrecting him!]

Also, THAT IMAGE OF ELEANOR IS SO SO SO SO SO GOOD. /;A; I love the antique paper look of it, and somehow the inks look so faintly blue that it's just lovely all together like that! /;__; She looks so pretty and girlish and the Carousel Horse is rendered PERFECTLY, I fail so hard at horses oh man-! /;A; YOU ROCK LUCY. YOU ROOOOOOOCK!

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

Thank you Zeda ♥ I really miss your Mello, he is like the official babysitter for the whole com ^^ Oh I’m so glad and I know I’m welcome, I’m was just really unsure because I thought people would think I’m being fickle dropping him then wanting to play again. So really thanks for being so understanding with me. Oh god Near the poor little puppy, I'm stuck to my monitor in anticipation of what happens next. Nihil (and muns) ILU ♥

Whahhhh!!! thank you so much, wow coming from you that means a lot ♥ I guess wanting to be a vet once upon a time really helps with horse anatomy :D I may leave it as is but I'm so tempted to get my watercolours out or give myself the impossible challenge of painting her that style digitally. And no YOU ROCCCKKKK XD