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Apr. 7th, 2011 09:31 pmI know I should be on hiatus, but just have to say FUCK my new computer! *pardon my French* It's fans sound like a jet engine, so I can't hear anything, I just got the blue screen of death, and my browser crashes.
I can't even share in the love of the Warrior trailer, (fucking hell he could lift me with just one of those arms, UNF!!) because I have to pack this evil thing up so my sisters boyfriend can have a look.
I should just never be allowed to do anything lately, because I break EVERYTHING. Computers, alienating myself in fandom, being too scared to go back on Twitter, being too nervous to flail with fun people, life in general. I just want to cry. If my life had a face I would punch it D: Tomorrow i'll go lay in the sun, and wish life had a reset button I could push.
I NEED A HUG ;_; And just to be a little self centered.
Oh thank god the R!BB's start on sunday, I get some amazing art and fics to cheer me the hell up ♥
I can't even share in the love of the Warrior trailer, (fucking hell he could lift me with just one of those arms, UNF!!) because I have to pack this evil thing up so my sisters boyfriend can have a look.
I should just never be allowed to do anything lately, because I break EVERYTHING. Computers, alienating myself in fandom, being too scared to go back on Twitter, being too nervous to flail with fun people, life in general. I just want to cry. If my life had a face I would punch it D: Tomorrow i'll go lay in the sun, and wish life had a reset button I could push.
I NEED A HUG ;_; And just to be a little self centered.
Oh thank god the R!BB's start on sunday, I get some amazing art and fics to cheer me the hell up ♥

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on 2011-04-07 08:46 pm (UTC)<3!
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on 2011-04-07 08:49 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2011-04-07 09:04 pm (UTC)the fans are so horrifically loud in my small room
I would return it. I used to have a computer that had really loud fans and it drove me nuts.
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on 2011-04-08 04:50 pm (UTC)They're worst than my Xbox, and that's a nightmare to try and hear things through.
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on 2011-04-08 12:46 am (UTC)I hope you feel better soon - I was feeling really rubbish today but went out to the park on my lunch break, and it's amazing what a pick-me-up sitting in the sun can be, so I hope that works for you too *hugs*
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on 2011-04-08 04:55 pm (UTC)I'm glad were having a bit of a heatwave as going out in the sun does wonders to feeling down. I'm a bit sad really as I have to do another 4 weeks of work experience(the last one didn't go so well as I couldn't do the loans they wanted me to handle, so they put me on another placement) and I don't get to escape to my friends ;_;
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on 2011-04-08 05:59 pm (UTC)I-I kinda know how you feel about being a bit intimidated by fandom. I discovered it several years back, but it's only been pretty recently that I've pushed myself to stop lurking and join in on the squee after seeing how much fun other people were having. I'm still really shy and keep most of my stuff to myself, but I'm working on changing that. Especially with inception fandom since it seems so nice compared to others.
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on 2011-04-08 06:15 pm (UTC)I've been in online fandom circles since 96, and I still get shy D: But your not alone ♥ We're all here to have fun and share, so I'm sure we can both overcome our shyness and join in *hugs* Inception fandom is so lovely, I really do hope that you get the courage to share your work because i'm certain people would be delighted ♥
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on 2011-04-12 05:21 pm (UTC)And yes!!! i'll look forward to it hun XD If I seem to miss your post, just poke me as the coms get so busy and I miss so many great things ;_;
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on 2011-04-13 04:57 pm (UTC)Oh, I forgot to ask last time... is it okay if I friend you? That way we can share the the flail. :D
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on 2011-04-14 04:56 pm (UTC)Of course you can, i'll go friend you right away hun ♥