Any idiot can face a crisis - it's day to day living that wears you out.

[loobee]

I’m not getting any LJ notifications. This sucks ;_; Sorry if I don’t seem to reply, that’s why.

Typing this is killing me, as this idiot sprained her thumb badly yesterday. It’s twice the size of my left one ;_; I stupidly didn’t realise the bus would break so sharply when waiting to get off, and went flying and smacked my whole hand on the doors. I scared a granny with my profanity XD Not stopping me from trying to colour as I’m determined to finish my R!BB WIP, and extra picture I may have drawn >_> But ouch it really hurts ;_;

rei17  has started to post the chapters for the Big Bang fic I illustrated by the way, it’s over here and its blumming smashing and I love it. GO READ *stern face* 

Sad part of this post is...I think I may be falling out of love with Inception. HELP! Don’t know if it’s because I’m letting my insecurities and being a little scared to talk to people is stopping me from jumping into fun posts (and Twitter and MSM and AIM, and god I’m such a puss), or that I’m just so tired. I hope its just because I’m tired as I still want to draw so much for it.

I may go and draw Arthur and Eames with guns, fine suits and bad assed fuckery, because BAMF-y kicking back and taking names is what I love most in the world ♥

Though it’s my mums birthday today so won’t be home till tonight. Flees to wrap her present.

Comments

[likeroads.livejournal.com]

Ouch. I hope your thumb gets better soon. *hugs*

I think we've all been through that. Maybe you just need some time away. :) Especially if you associate it only with stress and intimidation. Then you really need some time away. I stopped reading fic for two months and just enjoyed the pretty of Tom Hardy and JGL. When I came back to it, it was amazing. Like, BOOM.

Badassery can remedy everything. :D

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

I think maybe I do need a bit of a break, with things being a bit rough of late I've just found that they sucked the joy out of things for me. I haven't really read anything since the BB's were posted.

There's nothing like watching a full on action movie, where people get to be awesome to put a smile on your face XD

[weatherfront.livejournal.com]

If you still have things you want to draw for the fandom, I don't think you are falling out of love with it, Lucy...! A desire to create is an overflow of love!! YOU WANT TO STAY. I KNOW IT. ♥

I hope you got something nice for your mother :DDDD and that your thumb gets better soon, ow owwww that sounds fldja;lfekjnf;a painful

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

I'm falling out of love with something, but I don't know what. I have a few things that are bothering me, but I can't say online for fear of getting snapped at D: I'm torn, but I think my shyness is getting worst and i'm a bit sad about something.

She only wanted some slippers and flowers lol She said as long as she got a relaxing day she'd be happy so we gave her that XD I keep forgetting my thumb hurts and using it X_X

[weatherfront.livejournal.com]

It might be interaction burnout, that does have a way of happening... is that what it could be, do you think? In any case please don't let the bad parts of fandom existence bum you out for loving and creating things that make you happy-- if I really could take some of your conscience, I would.

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

I think it's lack of interaction that's bumming me out. Everyones moved to the messengers now, and i'm a bit too scared and nervous to come on them. So it means I don't have anyone to talk to. I want to get on them but I just sit and get so shy when I have it up. I'm also the worst R!BB partner in the world, and I feel like I'm a massive disappointment ;_; (and other things I can't say in public)

[weatherfront.livejournal.com]

fjla;elfkjaen; aren't people mostly on Twitter, more than messengers? Then again I logged into AIM a grand total of, like, twice in all of March, so...

Well! There are still plenty of people to talk to on LJ and through e-mail :3 and you are NEVER A DISAPPOINTMENT

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

Ahhh I meant Twitter in that too, as I see it as a messenger type thing X_X I watch people talking, but can't quite get the courage up to talk to them. I really don't know what's wrong with me lately ;_; Think I had a bit of a scare recently that's made me back off from things.

I sort of feel like I'm moaning a bit too much lately, so I'm trying to keep quiet on the email front. I know Iffy luv, I just want to be of more help.

[weatherfront.livejournal.com]

But I miss your opinionssssss ;_____; I mean, all I ever do is whine, you know! Just come back whenever you feel that you are able, but don't let this ridiculous "too much moaning" business keep you away, Luc. THERE IS NEVER TOO MUCH MOANING. LET ME LOVE YOU.

[paperflower86.livejournal.com]

Ouch, your poor thumb. That's why I prefer the subway, I had all manners of stupid accidents when I still had to ride the the bus. I hope it'll get better soon.

And I would really hate to see you leave the fandom *clings*

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

It's not the first time i've hurt myself on a bus, last year I almost broke my foot getting it caught. i'm sure they hire nutters to drive for them D:

I'll try to hold on, I still love drawing the guys so I still have some love left. Probably just letting recent happenings get to me.

[katamanda.livejournal.com]

Oh ouch ouch ouch! That sucks. This is why I hate bus drivers, lol. Okay technically they say you're noy supposed to get up from your seat till the bus stops, but who does that? If you did that most bus drivers would stop, see no one at the doors and pull away again, lol.

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

God yeah if you didn't get up they would never stop, even when you ring the bell they seem hell bent on flying past your stop. In Leeds I had to walk 30 mins home, because a woman wouldn't get out of my way, and the bus driver set off and refused to let me off, git!

[jibrailis.livejournal.com]

Your thumb!! I hope it gets better soon because that is awful. *sends all my best wishes your way*

I want you to stay in the fandom forever and ever, but I do know what it's like to fall out of love with something -- take some time, get some energy back! We'll still love you, and also BAMF Arthur and Eames. ♥

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

Me too, as it's doing a great impression on a mutant thumb right now ;_;

I want to stay too, and I still have fun drawing them. Just some of the things that happened recently have made me really back off fandom wise. I need to maybe try and get over that and stop being shy. I'm just finding it hard to talk to people, and I don't know what to do ;_;

[keelain.livejournal.com]

Q_Q gah I feel for you, hands getting hurt always suck

I dunno usually when I fall out of a fandom it's because I lose interest. The things I look forward to are on hiatus or uploading too slow and I found a new shinier faster fandom.

gimme your aim yo, we can talk about tea and drawing.

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

It sucks because I'm right handed too ;_; It's gone down a bit this morning though :)

I still love A/E, but I think i'm letting my shyness keep me apart from joining in on things and it's getting me down. There's no fandoms that I've taken a fancy too as of late though :(

It's 'spacergurl', but I don't go on the messengers very much as I get so shy.

[foxxcub.livejournal.com]

Noooooo, what can I do to renew the love?? *clings to you sloth-like*

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

*squishes back* I think i need a cure for shyness, as that's what's keeping me apart from fandom, and making me slowly move away. I so want to join in on the conversations that go on, but I just sit there lurking ;_; Still having fun drawing the guys, so maybe it's not so bad yet.

[distracterisey.livejournal.com]

Oh no! Hope your thumb heals up soon. Perhaps negotiate to post later in the schedule if you need more time to finish up? =)

On falling out of love with fandom, sometimes it's just that you need a break to step back, relearn how to enjoy it or remember why you love it in the first place. Also, not to feel like you HAVE to churn out art to be involved or liked etc. =)

Don't draw what you think people want, draw what you want. And if it's not Inception, sure, lots of people will be sad and miss your art, but hey, them's the breaks. But don't let it get you down because your own happiness is way more important!! ♥

At any rate, wanting to draw more BAMFy A/E is a good sign of still being in love with the Inception fandom! Annnnnd extra reverse bang art from you... *____*

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

I wasn't sure that artist could do that. I haven't been the best R!Bb partner lately, so I don't know what my writers are doing exactaly.

I just fear stepping back will make things worst, as it's my shyness that's making it not so fun for me. I'm becoming too scared to be involved, and it sucks.

I have been wanting to draw some children's illustrations recently, so maybe once I finish the R!BB I can do them. I still love drawing A/E, I just have to try and not let the negative parts of fandom get me down. And to try and be more confident, which i'm really not at the moment.

[laria-gwyn.livejournal.com]

Hi Lucy! *hugs* Ouch, your poor thumb! Are you feeling better now?

I read somewhere that the LJ notification thing partly has to do with the email carrier you use. Certain email carriers are blocking emails from LJ because of spambots. =/

I'm so excited that Rei's started posting chapters of her fic! I can't wait to read more.

Come talk to me on twitter! I just got started and am bewildered by how fast it moves. XD

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

Hi Laria XD It's much better, a bit stiff but no longer hurting.

*Nods* Your right I had a look and apparently there's a problem with AOL accounts, and guess which I have lol I really hope the sort it out as i've missed out on so many replies.

It's wonderful. I'm so excited to finally see how it all goes together as I only read it in bits ♥

I will. I've been away a bit as things have been a little crappy for me and Twitter reminded me of why. But i'll probably be back soon XD