back again
Oct. 9th, 2008 01:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
loobeeHello I’m back ^_^
Erm to cut a long story really short I’ve been suffering from depression and while that is no excuse for my behaviour of late it’s is the reason why I’ve had problems. I’ve been back to the doctors and I’m getting help because to be honest I miss the old me so much. I’m sorry I hurt people the way I have, I never meant to do that to you guys as ILU all. If anyone wants to talk honestly (and that’s a please because I still feel I need to talk with some people if they will let me) you can say it here, AIM, PM or email and I’ll listen. I’ll stop pushing people away if you’ll let me because you ARE my friends and I love you all dearly. Just please, I am approachable so just talk to me, ne? People said they didn’t know how to help me when I get depressed well the best thing is to just talk to me because when it gets to me I feel like the loneliest person on the planet even if I’m not. But you have my promise that I’m trying hard to beat this.
Please! Can we start again? And be friends again?
Erm to cut a long story really short I’ve been suffering from depression and while that is no excuse for my behaviour of late it’s is the reason why I’ve had problems. I’ve been back to the doctors and I’m getting help because to be honest I miss the old me so much. I’m sorry I hurt people the way I have, I never meant to do that to you guys as ILU all. If anyone wants to talk honestly (and that’s a please because I still feel I need to talk with some people if they will let me) you can say it here, AIM, PM or email and I’ll listen. I’ll stop pushing people away if you’ll let me because you ARE my friends and I love you all dearly. Just please, I am approachable so just talk to me, ne? People said they didn’t know how to help me when I get depressed well the best thing is to just talk to me because when it gets to me I feel like the loneliest person on the planet even if I’m not. But you have my promise that I’m trying hard to beat this.
Please! Can we start again? And be friends again?
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on 2008-10-09 06:21 pm (UTC)Thank you for staying in touch, for being so open, and thank you for coming back! I know it must´ve been hard. But every step you take will pay off, no matter how little or hesitant. And yes, if you really feel like you´re despairing again, please say the word and I´ll listen, okay?
I beamed so hard when I saw your name on my friendslist, since that´s where it belongs. *kisu* ♥
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on 2008-10-09 07:00 pm (UTC)Thank you so much sweetheart for everything and for listening to me because I know I was being such a pain. I'm going to try so hard to beat this and be back to my dorky self. I'm a little down I won't lie but I think you know why that is but I'll try my best to fix things :)
I so happy to because I missed you like crazy *hugs*