Bwahhaha cry moar

[loobee]

I want to say I’m sorry for being in a perpetual downer recently. I’m just so frustrated with job hunting at the moment, it’s really not helping constantly being turned down. I know there will be light at the end of the tunnel but boy it’s degrading right now. I don’t mind so much at the shop work, though the game store job would have been awesome, it’s the graphics/designer ones that are pulling me under in a sea of gloom. I mean how crushing is it despite having lots of design degrees you slaved your arse off for (and put yourself in dept for) and 5 years actual experience in design to be told you’re TOO experience or NOT experience enough *heads desk* 

I’d be happy to just make cups of tea all day if it got my foot in the door. 

So sorry I’m being very boring and morose lately. One day I’ll get my huge crack comment war with my friends instead of scaring them off *hugs* 

Comments

[kurosaki-akane.livejournal.com]

Ah, about your previous post, please remember that RP's not an obligation. We do it for fun, but if you don't feel like it because your mind's full of other things, you don't need to feel forced to do it (^^)
Don't worry ne! I want you to have fun, so please only RP when you really feel like doing so!

I hope thing'll be better for you soon.

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

Thank you sweetie ♥ You know you guys always make RP so much more fun by just being so kind to me. I do want to RP and love doing it especially playing with you and everyone else. My hiatus just made me lose my motivation for a bit, I still blame being lazy. It's coming back so should be raring to go again soon.

I'll keep trying (^_^)