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Apr. 28th, 2008 09:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
loobeeIf you look up idiot and fool in the dictionary it's under my name. Why do I always think I'm alone when I do have friends? I'm sorry I treat you guys terribly (sorry Ci). I'm sorry *hugs*
And why is going into hiatus making me feel worst sitting all by myself in my room? Kaneda seems to be getting a little better he's not falling over quite as much, but....
Miss you guys and I've not even gone yet *bashes head* I'm going, I'm going.
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on 2008-04-28 09:26 pm (UTC)NOOOOO NO YOU CAN'T DROP HIM I WON'T LET YOU x_x OAO I WILL NOT LET YOU DROP HIM!!
Do you know how much I adore him? DO YOU?! You obviously don't T^T Ouuuuu you can't Lucy you can't! I love him. x_x He's perfect, despite what you think or say! He's classy, witty, and I LOVE his British slang. LOVE IT!
Seriously, I let you have him because you're dedicated and I knew you could do a good job. And you have been. You may think there's a better Matt mun but listen - I don't want another mun to play AU!Matt at Nihil. You can go on hiatus for as long as you like but please don't drop him T_T
And your log with Gevanni was NOT FAIL. It was fun and I adore how you play him so SHH!! dslkjfklsdjgklsdjf
Ack *clings*
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on 2008-04-28 09:43 pm (UTC)Asafadfsfsdff!! Really? Oh bugger! i had no idead *is embarassed* I honestly thought I was horrifically bad. My writing skills are just blah! I won’t drop him then I'm sorry about that, just urgh I need writing lessons. I'm having fun playing him; I just kept looking at everyone else and going WOW!
Thank you so much Ciara for having faith in me because I sure don't :D
I'll finish my part of the log when I feel a bit better I promise. I'm just so stuck on where to take gevanni.
I'm still trying to wonder if I should just be quite and not hiatus as man I can't keep of the net, it's an addiction I tell ya!
*squishes*
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on 2008-04-28 09:47 pm (UTC)YES REALLY!!! I ALMOST HAD A HEART ATTACK! You're not bad! *clings* Besides, I feel fail like...all the time XD DON'T WORRY! <3
*loves*
Don't worry! Take your time ne~
Well you could always do that~ I wouldn't be able to ; I always like knowing what's going on |D
<333333!
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on 2008-04-28 10:03 pm (UTC)SORRY!!!!ARGH I'LL BEHAVE. MATT IS STAYING! You don't fail, Ci-chan is full of AWESOME! I can practice writing on my wee hiatus and not suck(I actualy got a book on making your writing better from the libary I was so serious about getting as good as you guys LOL!!)
That's my problem I'm so nosy and like seeing how my friends are doing, I'm a terrible hiatus-er XD
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on 2008-04-28 09:26 pm (UTC)Sorcery Genius: Wait.. O_O SHE'S DROPPING MATT?!?! JSJFOISDFJ WHYY?!
SplitPsychosis: WUT?
SplitPsychosis: WHAT
Sorcery Genius: Lucy. O_O
Sorcery Genius: Matt.
Sorcery Genius: Dropping.
SplitPsychosis: SHE IS?
Sorcery Genius: Gevanni too.
SplitPsychosis: WHAT?!
Sorcery Genius: WHY?
SplitPsychosis: NOOOOOO
Sorcery Genius: WHYY?! TToTT
SplitPsychosis: WHERE DOES SHE SAY IT
Sorcery Genius: IN HER JOURNAL.
As you can plainly see, a lid was flipped.
TToTT Why? You're so good! I can understand if you don't have the time, or if you have better things to do, that's all good and dandy, but.. Don't quit just because you think you suck.. You don't! You can take that from us, the people who play with you. xD (Besides, I think I suck all the time.. As in every time I post. But it can't possibly be true when so many people--even ones I don't know yet--are telling me my Matt is good.. I still feel like I suck sometimes tho. xD) YOU DON'T SUCK.
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on 2008-04-28 09:51 pm (UTC)Oh Noes I can't have lids being flipped ;_;
Ah opps! like I said to Ci I really did think I sucked big style *hangs head* Every ones so awesome and great (yes you are) maybe it's because I'm such a noob I got that idea in my head, because honestly I have no idea what I'm doing half the time. I won't drop I'll keep at it and ignore those niggles *squishes hard*
Any ways our Matt's HAVE to meet, and if it's any Matt who it's an honor to play with it's yours and Cis ♥
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on 2008-04-28 09:28 pm (UTC)xD Would it help if I apped Rester? (LOL RESTERXGEVANNI GOOOO!)
... Sorry, sorry. XD ::Dumbass.::
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on 2008-04-28 09:55 pm (UTC)He needs his boss man to sort him out, poor puppy :)
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on 2008-04-28 10:09 pm (UTC)I'd understand it if you're not having fun or it's stressing. In that case, forcing you to play is not good!
But if you're dropping just because you think you're bad even if you'd actually like to play, then please don't leave (T_T)
You're very good! Gevanni is love (he was mean in that log because he was cursed, ne! He was EXPECTED to be mean! (^^;), and your Matt's super funny! I don't know why you think you're bad, but we all love the way you play. Please know this (^^)
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on 2008-04-28 10:27 pm (UTC)It was because I really did think I was bad. It's a silly thing to do, to compare myself to some awesome RP-ers but that's what I was doing and it made me think I was full of fail (T_T) I'm actually really enjoying myself, Gevanni being mean was fun and I like playing Matt because he so silly (he called Mello a sweetheart LOL!)
I...I really had no idea anyone thought I was good, oh do I feel very silly now. Is such a baka -_-" But thank you I think every ones talked some sense into me now *glomps*
Ps Your new Mello drawing is adorable, he looks badass and ready to take on anyone (^^)
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on 2008-04-28 10:35 pm (UTC)Everyone who plays with us are awesome writers, this includes you!~
PS: Thank you, orz. I think that pic is made of fail.
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on 2008-04-28 10:52 pm (UTC)You and everyone else are wonderful friends ♥
*Hugs just because she can*
No way! he looks pretty in pink...I mean handsome ^_^"