Any idiot can face a crisis - it's day to day living that wears you out.

[loobee]

I’m not getting any LJ notifications. This sucks ;_; Sorry if I don’t seem to reply, that’s why.

Typing this is killing me, as this idiot sprained her thumb badly yesterday. It’s twice the size of my left one ;_; I stupidly didn’t realise the bus would break so sharply when waiting to get off, and went flying and smacked my whole hand on the doors. I scared a granny with my profanity XD Not stopping me from trying to colour as I’m determined to finish my R!BB WIP, and extra picture I may have drawn >_> But ouch it really hurts ;_;

rei17  has started to post the chapters for the Big Bang fic I illustrated by the way, it’s over here and its blumming smashing and I love it. GO READ *stern face* 

Sad part of this post is...I think I may be falling out of love with Inception. HELP! Don’t know if it’s because I’m letting my insecurities and being a little scared to talk to people is stopping me from jumping into fun posts (and Twitter and MSM and AIM, and god I’m such a puss), or that I’m just so tired. I hope its just because I’m tired as I still want to draw so much for it.

I may go and draw Arthur and Eames with guns, fine suits and bad assed fuckery, because BAMF-y kicking back and taking names is what I love most in the world ♥

Though it’s my mums birthday today so won’t be home till tonight. Flees to wrap her present.

Comments

[distracterisey.livejournal.com]

Oh no! Hope your thumb heals up soon. Perhaps negotiate to post later in the schedule if you need more time to finish up? =)

On falling out of love with fandom, sometimes it's just that you need a break to step back, relearn how to enjoy it or remember why you love it in the first place. Also, not to feel like you HAVE to churn out art to be involved or liked etc. =)

Don't draw what you think people want, draw what you want. And if it's not Inception, sure, lots of people will be sad and miss your art, but hey, them's the breaks. But don't let it get you down because your own happiness is way more important!! ♥

At any rate, wanting to draw more BAMFy A/E is a good sign of still being in love with the Inception fandom! Annnnnd extra reverse bang art from you... *____*

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

I wasn't sure that artist could do that. I haven't been the best R!Bb partner lately, so I don't know what my writers are doing exactaly.

I just fear stepping back will make things worst, as it's my shyness that's making it not so fun for me. I'm becoming too scared to be involved, and it sucks.

I have been wanting to draw some children's illustrations recently, so maybe once I finish the R!BB I can do them. I still love drawing A/E, I just have to try and not let the negative parts of fandom get me down. And to try and be more confident, which i'm really not at the moment.