So tired, but have some ramble

[loobee]

1. Found out I start the unpaid job on Monday D: I’m so nervous my heart feels like it will leap out my chest like an alien chestburster and then dance a jig on the table. I just hope the people are nice and will let me off if I mess up too much. Good thing is I get weekends off, so can't grumble about that. But 4 weeks of working hard and getting no money sucks so very, very much.

2. Just realised cobweb_diamond  is writing serial killer fic over here ♥ How did I miss that? Why does no one ever tell me this stuff because that’s right up my street. Though it makes me laugh as most of what I draw involves being hurt, blood and guns. I’m such a nice person I really do worry about what that says about me. Eep!

3. Wanted to ask if people have any fic recs they can throw at me? Seems I’ve missed out on a lot while I was away. So throw anything you’ve liked in my direction and it will be much appreciated and gobbled up.

4. I also need a good old kick up the arse as I’ve hit an artist block again, and it’s depressing as there is so much I want to do. I just want to draw as time is so short with the job looming, and I have so many ideas in my head. As well as fandom stuff i'm wanting to do some children's book illustrations, and some game concept designs. Figured it's about time I stopped being a coward and tried to follow my dreams. Just need to get the above job done and dusted.

Sleeps on keys zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz If i'm tired now next week i'll be the living dead ;_;

Comments

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

1. I will try my best ♥ I'll be shouting "I can do zat all weekend" :D Been out of work for a while, so it'll be great for my confidence XD

3. Any really. I'm still very much in love with Star Trek and Supernatural fandoms ♥

4. I'm lacking in inspiration I think. I have so much to draw and so many ideas, but I just don't seem to be finding the get up and go to pick up that pencil and start. Thinking maybe that it's to do with being nervous about starting work.

♥

[mijan.livejournal.com]

1. You CAN do zat! ♥

3. Sadly, I haven't actually done much reading in Star Trek lately. Nothing that's really grabbed me, anyway. I've just started writing my next big one, and posted a short one. Have you read any of mine? What type of fics do you like? Action? H/C? Angst? Adult content? Kink? *grins*

4. Nervousness can kill creativity. Maybe read a fic, and then illustrate it? Simple and easy?

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

1. It will be my own personal office poster logo Xd

3. If there's any fic from any fandom or anywhere you love, i'd love to read it. I'm always up for anything new. I've read some of your older fic and adore it (still read 'all the kings men'), so now I have the time I'd love to read your others. I'm a bit of a fan of H/C, action and angst and it can be any rating.

4. I may just try that as they always do help me imagine more ♥

[mijan.livejournal.com]

1. I want a copy of that poster!

3. If you've read AAtKM, the sequel is posted now! It's got action, angst, and h/c, all in one package. Interested? It would keep you reading for a while. :D

4. Fanfic (and fandom in general) are great for stirring the imagination.

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

3. Oh yes please, it's sounds right up my ally ♥

4. They are, even a simple conversation can ignite so much. I'll see what ideas I can spark XD

[mijan.livejournal.com]

3. Here's the master post for Crossfire!
http://mijan.livejournal.com/195579.html
Have fun!

4. Hell yeah. I mean... if you want, I can give you some art ideas. They'd be totally greedy on my part (pretty Starfleet officers in compromising positions), but they might be fun to draw!

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

3. Thank you so much, can't wait ♥

4. I'd love that be as greedy as you want(lol some of the best positions as an officer XD) As an artist I'm all about ideas and where they can take me XD

[mijan.livejournal.com]

Well, let's see... it's been a long time since I've actually wanted to see any NC-17 art. What do you think of Kirk with his hands tied above his head? Either to a post (standing upright) or to the headboard? If he's standing upright, you could show Bones taking him from behind. That would be really incredibly hot.

For PG-rated... there's a scene in Crossfire that would actually make a really nice illustration (intense facial expressions, interesting poses, and a well-set background), but you'd have to get there, first. LOL.

[loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com]

I think the thought of Kirk tied to anything is extremely hot. I also think the post would work best in the context that he does get himself in some sticky situations, and you could imagine it as Bones having to help him out.

I'll definitely make sure to get there, as i'm very fond of drawing expressions and great backdrops.

[mijan.livejournal.com]

*grins* I would be beside myself with glee if you drew Jim all tied up. But what's the scenario? Consensual kinky times with Bones? Jim's friends played a prank and left him tied up naked with his clothes JUST out of reach, ands Bones finds him? Something angsty where Jim was abducted, tortured, and left there, and Bones rescues him? They all sound so delicious...

I'd feel guilty for all my evil thoughts, but... NAH.