Resolutions I'll be sure to break lol
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loobeeFeeling very hungover and a bit down because the New Years made me realise how lonely I am. I miss my friends so badly, it sucks having to say Happy New Year by text. So I’m having resolutions to sort myself out good and proper *nods*
1) To find the perfect job and stop being such a coward. I’ve been unemployed for ages and it’s really getting me down. I feel locked away, closed off and unable to do the things I’d love to do. So I’m going to swallow my fears and go for job’s I’ve been avoiding because I worry I’m not good enough and I’ve been too scared to move from home. BBC art department here I come.
2) To not hate my art so much and to see the good in it. And to not be so slow and draw more for peoples stories ♥
3) To be more happy, because I have to admit I haven’t been happy much this year. Things have just gone so wrong for me that I wonder if I did something crappy in my last life lol But to face all that with a smile is always my plan ;)
4) To see my friends more often as I miss them so much. Plus, there are some online friends I miss dearly and it always makes me sad that you meet people and become great mates but they don’t stay and nor do you. So I hope to not feel so lonely because I have to admit i'm not so good at getting to know people.
5) To not be so shy and actually talk more to the people I like. I feel I come across as very standoffish sometimes, when really I’m just a bit shy. And, to not feel so down and dejected when people don’t want to know me. To pretty much not let my soft heart get the better of me.
If I stick to those it’ll be a flipping awesome New Year.
1) To find the perfect job and stop being such a coward. I’ve been unemployed for ages and it’s really getting me down. I feel locked away, closed off and unable to do the things I’d love to do. So I’m going to swallow my fears and go for job’s I’ve been avoiding because I worry I’m not good enough and I’ve been too scared to move from home. BBC art department here I come.
2) To not hate my art so much and to see the good in it. And to not be so slow and draw more for peoples stories ♥
3) To be more happy, because I have to admit I haven’t been happy much this year. Things have just gone so wrong for me that I wonder if I did something crappy in my last life lol But to face all that with a smile is always my plan ;)
4) To see my friends more often as I miss them so much. Plus, there are some online friends I miss dearly and it always makes me sad that you meet people and become great mates but they don’t stay and nor do you. So I hope to not feel so lonely because I have to admit i'm not so good at getting to know people.
5) To not be so shy and actually talk more to the people I like. I feel I come across as very standoffish sometimes, when really I’m just a bit shy. And, to not feel so down and dejected when people don’t want to know me. To pretty much not let my soft heart get the better of me.
If I stick to those it’ll be a flipping awesome New Year.
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on 2011-01-01 01:33 pm (UTC)JOIN THE CLUB WITH LYDIA AND HANNI AND IFRIT AND ME. EXCEPT YKNOW. FOR IFRIT AND ME IT'S WRITING NOT ART. I AM BRINGING PINEAPPLE PINA COLADAS.
Happy New Year, and I hope it's an awesome one for you. <3
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on 2011-01-01 01:44 pm (UTC)Happy New Year hun ♥ I'm sure it'll be brill as every year is defined by the people you know, and I know some pretty cools ones *pokes you*
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on 2011-01-01 01:44 pm (UTC)These are awesome resolutions and you will keep them, I WILL YELL AT YOU IF YOU WAVER
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on 2011-01-01 01:58 pm (UTC)*MEEP* I'll certainly try, the wrath of Ifrit is a strong motivation to succeed *grins*
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on 2011-01-01 02:08 pm (UTC)And seems like we really do will be needing that support group. XD
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on 2011-01-01 02:14 pm (UTC)Aye we do D: I'm so surprised at how many brilliant people feel that way, so i'm all over telling them they're amazing ♥
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on 2011-01-01 03:14 pm (UTC)Best of luck with your resolutions and happy new year to you! ♥
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on 2011-01-01 07:26 pm (UTC)Thank you, I wish you all the best in the New Year ♥
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on 2011-01-01 03:32 pm (UTC)2) OMFG THIS! DO THIS AND I WILL BE HAPPY!
3) We will be happy together! *throws confetti* (and I didn't mean that as pervy as it sounded when I read it back) xD
4) Aw, this is a good one! Friends are important. For serious.
5) You're already doing this one! Keep it up, bb! *SQUISH*
<3<3<3
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on 2011-01-01 07:34 pm (UTC)2) I will try my darnedest hun ♥
3) Haha! let us run away....I kid XD Yeah we can both do this and you know if you ever feel gloomy throw me an email as i always listen and natter people out of being sad.
4) I miss them as they've been busy staring families. But once settled i'm sure I'll see them more. And I aim to keep in touch my my online friends more often ;D Poor Lydia always asks me to fix my MSM X_X
5) Yay! If you ever seem me start being shy, you can come kick me :D
♥♥♥
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on 2011-01-01 07:59 pm (UTC)3) I totes will \o/
5) I will NOT! I'll hump you instead >:D
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on 2011-01-01 08:09 pm (UTC)3) Yay! ♥
5)Hump?
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on 2011-01-01 08:38 pm (UTC)EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! That gif is sooooo cute!! *heart melts*
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on 2011-01-01 08:42 pm (UTC)Would you believe i've had his little o_o face on repeat with the biggest damn grin EVER on my face? I'm really five years old :D:D
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on 2011-01-01 08:52 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2011-01-01 04:15 pm (UTC)And you've pretty much done my resolution list for me. :D 3, 4 and 5 applying in full strenght with 2 right behind them. Crossing fingers that we stick to them. ^^
♥
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on 2011-01-01 07:47 pm (UTC)We can do it i'm sure ;) You can never say you won't be sad in the future but to see things with a positive outlook will always help with the happy. The others we'll beat ♥
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on 2011-01-01 07:24 pm (UTC)You are NOT BORING IN THE SLIGHTEST, and I for one would love to get to know you better, so here's an invitation: feel free to natter on at me whenever you feel like it/need to. I'll always be here to listen!
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on 2011-01-01 07:52 pm (UTC)Thank you, I'll certainly accpept your invitation. it'll work my way into beating my shyness *hugs*
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on 2011-01-01 08:21 pm (UTC)That is all.
(also, I don't think you come across as standoffish or anything but friendly and welcoming).
oh yes, and throw my name into this support club. I NEEDS IT TOO.
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on 2011-01-01 08:33 pm (UTC)(Thanks Nance, I can't really be shy with you guys because you're so much fun I flail in glee on a constant basis :D)
You see the wee hamster up the post, that's my face at so many brilliant people wanting to join the club XD We're really going to need a cool name, maybe the 'You don't suck club' (though we may be mistaken for Twilight fans *laughs*) and more PINA COLADAS!!!! ;D
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on 2011-01-01 09:28 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2011-01-01 09:43 pm (UTC)