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I’ve spent most of today trying to draw and I just can’t seem to get anything done. I think I’ve just lost my muse. Drawing is the only thing I can do and I fail at that, I feel utterly useless and frustrated. 

Mind you it might be because I'm worrying about seeing the dentist tomorrow *is scared*

And to Akane thank you for talking to me about the RP questions, I’m seeing it a bit more sensibly now.

And sorry to everyone for spamming their f-lists everyday, been so bored because of the whole drawing block thing.

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I’m going back to cheerful Lucy now as the thing that has been worrying me the most and getting me depressed isn’t what I thought it was. To cut a long boring story short, the lump I had in my mouth and had to go to the dentist about wasn’t as life threatening as my vivid imagination had cooked up. It’s an abscess, which is pretty nasty in its self but after some painful root canal *whimpers* all should be well.

*passes out in relief*

I wish there were western doujinshi circles as I’d love to produce a Death Note one. The only one we have in the UK is called Sweatdrop and they don’t allow Yaoi/shonen ai or fanbooks, meanies. Always wanted to join them but every story I cook up has something to do with the things they don’t allow. It would be lovely to do the books the way they can afford to do, no crappy photocopies and colour covers (curse you expensive UK printing houses). Mind you I have to go catch that muse now or I won’t be cooking up anything.

I want to draw more Near x Near *cries* Heck just let me draw Near all day and I’ll be happy *loves*

And will someone take Animal Crossing off me; I never knew growing turnips and making animal friends could be so addictive. I was so sad when my favourite animal moved out of my town (T_T)