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loobee ([personal profile] loobee) wrote2011-03-04 01:50 pm

Life post of doom

I’M ALIVE!!!!!! Sorry I’ve been away guys. I’ve been horribly sick, my fault for thinking I was okay and just getting on with things as normal till I passed out. I’m fine now, but taking things slowly.

Also, been stressed as I’m being forced to do a job I’ll have for 4 weeks, full hours, NO PAY. STUPID SODDING JOB CENTER X_X Have to help sell people on benefits loans. I HATE PHONES, I HATE LOAN COMPANIES, ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!! To add insult to injury I don’t think they cover my transport either, so I’ll have the awesome sum of £30 a week to live on after paying for that. I have bills, so I’m very worried about living on such a low sum. My mum said she can help, but she's a pensioner so I feel absolutely awful about that as I’m meant to be the one helping her ;_; Also means hardly any art from me *sigh* People will forget me I know it XD A month gone is internet death nowadays.

And this would have to happen in the middle of the R!BB *sobs* My life sucks so much right now.

And now to reply to emails and messages *eeeek* Hope I haven't missed too much?
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[identity profile] butterflythread.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
FFFFfff oh Lucy, all that stuff is terrible. ): I WILL TRY TO WRITE FASTER TO CHEER YOU UP. But I can sympathise because it feels like everything that can go wrong IS going wrong here atm, too. Can we just like. Cuddle each other and drink tea? I would make you the best cake ever. Also hush it, you know that's not true!

I have less uni work to do now though (the ONE positive of the big fuck up that happened this week with my enrolment!) so at least it means more time to write! I'm going to get as much re:bb and demon!eames done this week as I can. SPEAKING OF, LYDIA MIGHT HAVE SHOWN ME THAT DEMON THING YOU DID. I HOPE YOU DON'T MIND. BUT SUFFICE TO SAY ASDHKJKLL ILU ILU ILU. :D!!

[identity profile] izi-sunshine.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
YOU'RE ALIVE! Glad you're fine now, bb. Being sick is one of the things that make me JSDHGOLGHSDFLSD BLAH.

Boo, stupid job. I hope things turn out well in the end. :( *hugs*
A month gone is internet death nowadays. Tell me about it. I've been away for a month and there's hardly anyone who remembers me. :\ There are some people, though and the awesome part is that not only I remember them too, but they are really important for me. But don't worry, I'm sure no-one will forget you since your art is amazing and you're a sweetheart. <3

Also, THAT ICON ♥_____♥

[identity profile] knowmydark.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 02:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh my gosh, what??? They're not paying you??? WHY? IS THAT EVEN LEGAL?

But I'm so very happy that you're back! ♥

[identity profile] katamanda.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 02:07 pm (UTC)(link)
omg... is that the new policies coming into effect? I live in fear of them putting me on one of those *shudder* Fucking government. Especially that job! Call work, ew ew ew *holds* :x

I love your icon.

[identity profile] loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 02:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Yay!! Just noticed you posted more fic so i'll be off to read that. I think this year is just out to get us both Nellie D: A day of cuddles and cake is just the tonic we need, I'd bring my Victorian sponge cake which is known as death by cream by my friends XD

I hope you're feeling a bit better over all the crap you've gone through *hugs* I'm aiming to draw like mad till I have to start this job, have one piece of Fallout art done so fingers crossed i'll get more done. She did tell me, and thank you ♥ I don't hate you by the way, I was hoping to colour it before showing you XD

[identity profile] loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 02:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I AM ♥ I hate being sick too, just have so much stuff to do and it gets a bit boring sitting in bed all day (that's only fun when your well XD)

I have hope it's a month that will go by awfully FAST X_X Aww that sucks, but I sure remember you too, never would forget ;) And aww thank you. I'll try my best to stay around once my job starts.

Oh I've been watching all the new MLP animations when I was ill, so damn cute ♥

[identity profile] loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 02:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah we get no pay for doing the same work as people getting paid, they think that you can do just fine with the money the government gives you already. But that all goes toward bills and it's such a small amount really. I'm missing out on something like an extra £400 if I was to be paid for this months work X_X

Me too, I missed everyone so much ♥

[identity profile] izi-sunshine.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 02:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Yup, doing nothing isn't fun when you feel like shit. :D

Awww, you! ♥ I'm happy that you do, hehe. YOU WILL SUCCEED, I BELIEVE IN YOU! :D

There are new animations?! WHAT WHERE? I LOVE MLP! I NEED THIS IN MY LIFE. *goes hunting* lol

[identity profile] loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 02:32 pm (UTC)(link)
One of the many stupid policies -_- It's not the best incentive to get back into work by being made to work for nothing (especially for that long) The best incentive would be for there to be jobs, 4,000 people went for only 125 Primark jobs in my town X_X I hate call work *clings*

I love that cartoon so much, it's like i'm 5 again Xd

[identity profile] loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 02:36 pm (UTC)(link)
On the plus side I did manged to read quite a few of the Big Bangs I needed to read.

I believe in you that believes in me XD

You can find them all here http://www.youtube.com/user/MAST3RLINKX#g/c/24AE1F816423DF1A They make me reminisce about my childhood and buying my first Pony ♥

[identity profile] weatherfront.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 02:38 pm (UTC)(link)
I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU ;____; I'LL NEVER LET GO, LUCY. I'LL NEVER LET GO.

[identity profile] izi-sunshine.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, that's good! Just yesterday I read my first fic in more than a month *hides in shame* and I haven't even started the BB ones. *sigh*

:D

Thank you! I found them on thepiratebay.org but they're like, 1GB, so yeah. :D
Yessss. I still remember my first Pony. I didn't even buy it, it was from a Happy Meal but it was soooo pretty. Ah, the good ol' days.

[identity profile] loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 02:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Aww IFFY ♥ Never gonna give you up, Never gonna let you down, Never gonna run around and desert you ^_____^

[identity profile] loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 02:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah no need to hide in shame over that. I honestly had a whole year go by where I didn't read any fan fics. Mind you it was wonderful getting back into reading them after all that time. The BB's are so long they take forever to read (I read one that was about 200,000 words in a night X_X)

Hope you enjoy them ♥ Oh lucky, mine was Blossom who was first gen pony. I still wish I had her, but my mum gave most of my ponies away.

[identity profile] izi-sunshine.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 03:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I know, I know, I just feel a bit bad. It's been good for my studies, though, haha. Yeah, the one I read yesterday was pretty good and it felt like I'm starting from when I've left. I mean, it didn't feel like I've missed something, which is good. Oh, they are huuuuuge. That's the problem, actually. I prefer one-shots or generally shorter fics. Not that I don't like the long ones, it's just that I don't have the time. And it's a shame because I'm sure I'm missing a lot of good stuff.

Oooh first gen! I have no idea what gen mine was. Aw. :( I think I still got this one somewhere. My mum tried to give it away and I started shouting "DON'T TOUCH MY PONY!" lol. I'm ridiculous. :D

[identity profile] laria-gwyn.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
HI BB HI! I'm so sorry you've been sick and I'm glad you're feeling better. Augh, no pay?! That's horrible! =( *hugs*

It's not possible to forget you, NOT POSSIBLE. :D

[identity profile] jibrailis.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Lucy Lucy Lucy! Don't ever feel like you have to reply to my emails on time, because 1) I am terrible at it myself and 2) Your life is busy and you should focus on taking care of yourself first!

I hope you feel better soon. BEGONE ILLNESS, I COMMAND YOU.

[identity profile] loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Hi hun *hugs* Me too, as it’s been a horrible week. I hate being ill as I get so bored. I think the government must think the unemployed are rolling in money so can spare their time to do unpaid work. It sucks so much ;_;

Aww thank you sweetheart ♥ I always think I’m that shy person sat in the corner watching everyone and speaking up now and again, but oh so forgettable. Obviously that shows I should never listen to a word I say to myself :D

[identity profile] loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com 2011-03-04 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Aww Nancy there’s no way I wouldn’t get it sent to you as soon as I can. Though I’m dreadfully slow at it too, so we can be slow pen pals together *lol* And it helps get my mind off the absolute rubbish that is my life right now ♥

Why i'm feeling much better already, bow before Nancy my lurgy :D I seem to catch everything *sobs* Though best to get it out of the way and hopefully I get all of wonderful Summer (and Britain's 2 weeks of sun D: ) illness free *whooo*

[identity profile] paperflower86.livejournal.com 2011-03-05 07:40 am (UTC)(link)
So sorry to hear that you're having such a difficult time right now. But I don't think you have to worry, nobody will forget you *clings* <3

[identity profile] adelaide-rain.livejournal.com 2011-03-05 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
That job sounds like they've given you the worst one they possibly can :( Hope you can claim back the money for travel at the very least *hugs*

[identity profile] loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com 2011-03-05 03:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I just hope that it'll fly by and I can have the chance to relax for a bit. Hopping to do some children's book Illustrations after the 4 weeks so i'll look forward to that and not mope so much about working for nothing ;)

Awww thank you *hugs* That puts my worrisome mind to rest Xd

[identity profile] loobeeinthesky.livejournal.com 2011-03-05 03:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I think they secretly hate me *cries on your shoulder* only good thing was the lady said the people I'll be working with are really nice so at least I know I won't be bullied into doing things I have no idea about. me too as it's going to cost me a lot, a single on the train alone is £3.90 X_X