This could be a completely useless suggestion/something you've already tried and discarded, but have you tried putting down the pad and doing something completely unrelated to fandom to clear your mind? If it's that snarled up in your mind, maybe you just need a complete break from it to sort things out.
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ninetydegrees
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on 2011-01-05 11:38 pm (UTC)*hugs*