The girl with the mousy hair....
Apr. 15th, 2010 01:46 pmWell I’m back, routers finally working if a tad slow but hey at least it works XD
Been a bit of grumpy gut’s lately with myself as I’m still struggling with the shy and I think it’s getting worst, even offline friends have said I’m a bit quiet. Don’t know what’s up with me, maybe the being jobless as I’m losing my self esteem because of it and it does make you feel like hell. I was even playing with the thought of going back to being a lurker but then told myself not to be so stupid. Because of this sorry if I come across as moody all the time and off putting, from now on I promise this will be my last moan or a certain cop will stomp on all my toys ^_~
Though just been cheered up by a friends message on Facebook about her going into town and wondering why people were staring. Well turns out the numpty didn’t notice her top had slipped so she was showing a bit more than she intended *sniggers* I love her to bit’s as she so funny.
I did manage to do some doodles though XD

Poor Sam always has to do all the work because Ray and Chris would rather do beer o'clock hours, least someone is looking after him ^_~ Completely inspired by my old design job as by 4pm that's how you'd usually find me at my computer XD

A really badly drawn Mister Master, this is staying in pencil as I think it's a bit poo. Poor John Simm, I always find him hard to draw, he doesn't deserve the potato face I've given him ;_;
Been a bit of grumpy gut’s lately with myself as I’m still struggling with the shy and I think it’s getting worst, even offline friends have said I’m a bit quiet. Don’t know what’s up with me, maybe the being jobless as I’m losing my self esteem because of it and it does make you feel like hell. I was even playing with the thought of going back to being a lurker but then told myself not to be so stupid. Because of this sorry if I come across as moody all the time and off putting, from now on I promise this will be my last moan or a certain cop will stomp on all my toys ^_~
Though just been cheered up by a friends message on Facebook about her going into town and wondering why people were staring. Well turns out the numpty didn’t notice her top had slipped so she was showing a bit more than she intended *sniggers* I love her to bit’s as she so funny.
I did manage to do some doodles though XD

Poor Sam always has to do all the work because Ray and Chris would rather do beer o'clock hours, least someone is looking after him ^_~ Completely inspired by my old design job as by 4pm that's how you'd usually find me at my computer XD

A really badly drawn Mister Master, this is staying in pencil as I think it's a bit poo. Poor John Simm, I always find him hard to draw, he doesn't deserve the potato face I've given him ;_;
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on 2010-04-15 03:13 pm (UTC)I dunno; I lurk a lot myself when I'm not feeling up to snuff, so I can't see anything bad about lurking for a while if that's what you feel like doing. It can be relaxing. Just remember to de-lurk again, or else I and a lot of others would be very sad. =)
I really like the artwork, I think your ideas for pictures are always fresh and interesting, and I really do hope you'll post these to the fan communities, since I don't think other fans should be derived of your work!
I need a hug icon ;_;
on 2010-04-15 04:37 pm (UTC)Thanks Alex ♥ It can be fun to just lurk and just chill now and again, recharges your fandom batteries somehow, so I agree so much with that. I'm sure by next week i'll be over this shy mood as i'm aiming to get myself out more and visit friends as I think that's the crux of me feeling this way, it's like I'm bouncing off the walls at home some days. Aww hun ♥ i'm sure even if I lurk a little more I'll still be around to leap on you guys and spam everyone as i'd miss you too, it's why I told myself not to be so daft and get over the shy I'm feeling ;)
Heh *hugs again* I'm really glad you like my ideas, sometimes I wonder where they pop up from so to know you like them is awesome XD And I'll get my lazy self round to posting them somewhere, the guys on the LOM com are really nice so I don't feel so shy posting there ;)
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on 2010-04-15 05:49 pm (UTC)Awwwww!!! *hugs* Sounds like you're feeling a bit low at the moment. Being jobless means you've not got much to keep your mind occupied, right? Is there anything you could do to try to fill your day up with more things that'll... keep your mind working? Not sure what to suggest. You're not coming across as moody to me... And anyway, sometimes you just need a good moan to get some of the bad stuff out. Hope things get a bit better soon. You can always moan at me if you need to :)
Those pictures are AMAAZINNGGG. How do you do it!? Just... manage to get those down on paper like that?? AWW that first one... I love how you've drawn Sam's hair! And Gene's hand with the Tufty mug... SO MUCH LOVE <3. All that paperwork, and the little 'poofter' scribble on the desk! :D And the Master one is great! His face doesn't look like a potato at all. I love your art so much :D :D :D
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on 2010-04-15 06:51 pm (UTC)Haha I have no idea they just ping into my head and won’t let me be XD That or wearing out my DVD’s and thinking Sam’s so cute when sleepy ♥ AWW! THANK YOU ♥ After drawing that I so wanted my own Tufty mug, though I get the feeling Sam’s in sugar rush danger from Gene making the tea. And that Ray can’t be trusted with not writing on peoples personal property, should do a pic where Sam gets his own back and writes ‘Ray loves Chris‘ with little hearts XD And again thank you for your lovely words about the Master, I feel better about his head now. Poor Mr Simm XD Not as much as I love your art, man your Gene looking at the transfer pic always steals my heart away ;D